He Loves Me
We crossed paths in November 2002. He was't meant for me, and I wasn't meant for him.
But as days, months and the next few years passed, he developed (to me) what seems to be a type of love.
I've always cared for him from the very beginning, and will continue to do so. He is always by my side,...when I allow it.
He sometimes looks into my eyes, as if he wants to tell me how he feels.
But he never does. It's almost creepy at times.
His eyes say sooo much when I look at him. Our problem is communication.
The feelings I think he has for me, I must say, I don't have for him. But I do care, I care tremendously.
Whenever F and I are in the same room, he'll walk in, and moments later, he's giving me that look.
The look that makes me feel creepy. F sometimes says, "should I leave you two alone?". LOL
Maybe this is all in my head, but could he be in love with me? But again, our problem is communication....
I don't know how to get through to him, to let him know that the only thing I'll ever have for him is love, but not "in love".
I KNOW that I'm not, and will never be his type of girl.
Mint Martini